A Note To Myself

I know I am fucked up beyond the repair when I sit on my bed and read tarot cards over a stupid crush.

So yeah, right now I am right at that point :D

Ps. To be honest, not a bad place to be. It just feels weird and so fourteen year old, other than that, not a bad place.

PSS. Yes, he is a male version of me, which should be a good reason to move on and not even think about it.

PSSS. I can't even remember the last time I had a crush over someone.

PSSSS. He is not my type.

PSSSSS. Another note to myself : If you want to avoid texting him at midnite, writing about it is not helping the situation.